Sunday, May 1st, 2005
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9:07 pm
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Your #1 Match: ISFJ
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The Nurturer
You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.
You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist. |
Your #2 Match: ESFJ
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The Caregiver
You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.
You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. |
current mood:  contemplative
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Saturday, March 12th, 2005
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10:07 pm
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Monday, February 14th, 2005
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12:02 am - unknown
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i haven't posted in a very long time. a lot has happened and a lot is in the process of happening. not sure how i feel about all of it. mostly i just hate the fact that i can't find a better job that what i have. i have close to four years experience and i just can''t find a job that would elevate me above the poverty level. it really gets to me...there are so many people who are just plain stupid and have less experience than me getting these jobs. in the mean time i bust my ass working for a company that has not and will not give me a good reason to stay. but i guess thats life.
current mood:  frustrated
current music: The Killers
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Friday, December 24th, 2004
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11:29 am
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Sunday, December 5th, 2004
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9:56 pm
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| NIKKI |
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Natural |
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Insane |
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Keen |
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Kinky |
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Irresistible |
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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2:33 pm
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uhhh~so thanksgiving was good, lots of people and such. i interviewed for a new job at petsmart, it sounds really promising so thats some good news. were looking for a new place to live, this being the 6th day we have not had hot water since moving in. i hate this place. dans looking at a job in traer so we may be moving there. who knows. i better get started on my paper now.
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Sunday, November 14th, 2004
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8:31 pm
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8:20 pm
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Tuesday, November 9th, 2004
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3:35 pm
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The Cost
Things seen through green eyes will remain hidden
Heaving sobs that make no noise
Cold hands that offer sorrow not comfort
I walk alone and always will
Heaving sobs that make no noise
Splattered tears create tiny pictures on glass
I walk alone and always will
Trailing fingers on icy cement
Splattered tears create tiny pictures on glass
I try to think of you…my mind shies away
Trailing fingers on icy cement
The wind echoes your voice that was never there
I try to think of you…my mind shies away
Memories creep into silent moments
The wind echoes your voice that was never there
New life brings soft smiles
Memories creep into silent moments
A year has passed unnoticed
New life brings soft smiles
Talking of you eases the tightness
A year has passed unnoticed
The warmth of touch brings peace
Talking of you eases the tightness
I will see you again
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Saturday, October 30th, 2004
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9:18 pm - ehhh
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so i got a new car...its not bad, runs well and its quite. and i'm applying for a different job. yay for me.
i''m just in a strange mood tonight. i feel....unsettled almost. for once i don't have to work on a weekend and its like i don't know what to do with myself. hmmm.
current mood:  disappointed
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Monday, October 25th, 2004
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4:15 pm
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these last few days just seem to get better and better. not only does my car not work but my back wiindow was broken out and my stero and all my and dans cds were stolen. it had to be someone pretty small to climb through that window and thats the only way they could have gotten in. arms are not long enough to reach the door lock from the backseat window. and thay didn't take the harness so they can't use the stero. i can gurantee they won't like my music. i'm going to go break something now. i HATE people.
current mood:  pissed off
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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10:08 pm
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wow it was a long day at kohls. it was soo busy and next week we start staying open until midnight. lucky me. the car i get to buy is a 91 pontiac grandam. its a two door. not in bad shape expect for the paint. but noah said he could fix that for us. so anyway i'm going to go play with the dogs now. nite nite.
current mood: drained
current music: the family guy
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12:56 am
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yep...come monday i will be laying the cash down. my car is d.e.d. dead. won't even turn over and i can't see throwing another $150 at it when it has so many more problems. fixing the alternater would just be the start and i've already replaced that twice. so its a new(er) car for me. but for now i get to organixe the car pool called get nikki to work and home. at least its only for two days.
current mood: aggravated
current music: none
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Friday, October 22nd, 2004
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5:15 pm
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well it looks like i have to buy a new car. *sigh*
current mood:  blank
current music: golf music
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Thursday, October 21st, 2004
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3:02 pm
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ohhh its been a stressfull day. i couldn't sleep last night. i pulled a muscle (i think) in my leg an everytine i move it sends a searing pain up my leg. i'm really tired, my dogs are eating all of my books and...i thought i had my car fixed last night...heh but today as i was trying to leave campus it wouldn't start. i'm soo stressed out b/c of this car that i am siting in my car balling trying to find someone who can come get me. a new alternater dependening on where i get it with either cost me 119.99(ordered) or 149.99(in stock) and each has a $50 core charge. but it also needs a new muffler and a doorhandle. i need to find a way to fix the bumper and my cd player is crap. i don't like to complain about money, i make enough to pay the bills that i have because if i don't they will send crediters after me. i don't have extra money to have fun with let alone to buy a new car or fix the one i have. i'm ready to check myself into MHI.
i'm going to apply for a new job. i've decided i can't work at a place anylonger that tells me i can full time hours but then never quite gives them too me. but i don't want to quit school. its important to me.
current mood: drained
current music: t.v.
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Wednesday, October 20th, 2004
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3:31 pm
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Looking through the clean streaked window
of the trendy coffee house,
I absently stir the rich chocolate colored coffee.
A pleasingly dressed man in dark sunglasses
bumps into a young woman,
She has cherry red lips and a cell phone attached to her ear.
A quick smile is flashed.
A touristy family stumbles along blocking my view.
The day drags on.
current mood:  nervous
current music: howls of zoe and icarus
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Sunday, October 17th, 2004
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10:11 pm
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the weekend went by way too fast. it was busy at work, all those wonderfull holiday shoppers that i just want to smile and say go fuck yourself to. plus this paper due tuesday that has been hanging over my head. we don't have a definite assignment. come up with an argument and argue it. i'm trying but i tend to agree with all the critical articles i can find on my topic. its been stressing me out. i have it half done, but i'm at that point where if i don't take a break it will quickly become the worst paper i've ever written. *sigh*
and the never ending stresser of money, it seems like its gone before i even get it, so many bills, so many things wrong with my car. i have to fix them because i can't be without a car this winter. i owe people money yet. i think i need to set up a payment plan. its steadily getting better. one credit card bill instead of 5, the wonders of credit companys. i would have had to declare bankrupt without them. i hate buying gas! its the worst. i feel bad for complaining about it, because i can pay those bills each month, i just never end up with extra money to do fun things with. i need to find free fun stuff. i just get so tired of hearing people bitch about my lack of money. i kill myself trying to work and go to school so i can eventually make more than min wage. i'm trying to get my life together. i'm not the only person ever to have credit card debt and i will get everything paid off and people will get their money. i just hate hypocritical people. i just want to scream at them. who are they to talk about my money problems when they have had their own, when they know whats it like. hell one of the credit cards my mom got for me to put grocerys on. she had my sister and i put two semesters worth of text books on it. she was supposed to pay it off and she never did. guess what nikki the cards in your name you pay for it. sorry, but i just needed to rant. money is not everything ya know.
and i need to save for the wedding, lord knows my mom isn't going to help us. katie i will give you some more money this friday!
i've also been sick for the past couple of days. it seems the minute i feel better i get sick again. but ohh that nyquil sure does some wonders for me.
but i have so many good things in my life that i just wouldn't trade for anything, not even for money to get me out of debt. i heard one of my coworkers say today, the first time you marry its for love, the second time is for money. it just sucked all the good feelings out of me. money will not make you happy. but i guess to some people happiness just doesn't enter into the equation.
anyway back to my paper a little more lite chested than before...
current mood: frustrated
current music: Black Lab - Keep Myself Awake
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Thursday, October 14th, 2004
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8:47 am
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it has been so long since i have been able to post, all because of my stupid memory and an unvalidated email address. so many things have changed in my life...its surreal. i recieved zoe over a year ago from a great friend who has since passed away. about a month ago we got icarus. hes sooo much more mellow than zoe is, but the vet said that female huskies tend to be more hyper. we moved into a new apartment which is nice. i think dans mom is great, but there is something about having and being in your own space.
we have talked more seriously about getting married and we agreed on a date, aug. 13 2006. its a sunday and i thought that most weddings happen on saturday, but dan said it had to be that day. i don't think we'll be getting married in a church anyway, so i guess it doesn't matter.
i have two new nieces. kylie was born on april 4th and hailee was born sept 20th. they are soooo cute. the only thing i need now is a new car and a vacuume!
current mood:  grateful
current music: Ani Difranco - Pixie
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8:21 am
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Tuesday, September 9th, 2003
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2:27 pm
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¨ï(0x87bc5f8)
What kind of sex scene do you write?
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GOBO! - The Leader
Gobo Fraggle is the leader of the group. He wasn't
elected or anything; he just sort of got the
job. Red tries to take it away from him now and
then, so sometimes they share it, but most of
the time, Gobo's the one who decides what
everyone is going to do.
Gobo is an explorer. He comes from a long line of
explorers - his very own Uncle Traveling Matt
even left Fraggle Rock to explore the far
reaches of Outer Space, the Ultimate Quest. So,
being brave and daring and adventurous come
naturally to Gobo and are qualities his friends
all admire and respect.
Fraggle Rock Personality Test
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current mood:  mellow
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